as it started out, I couldn't fight back the tears this morning.
the day has taken a turn, a good one.
i finally heard from someone I was VERY worried about, I understand not wanting to talk.
I'm sitting at the mall, I think it's becoming a place of comfort once again. a sort of tunnel back into the real world. I can't remember the last time I hung out like, just hung out by myself.
although I'm here to return all the stuff I put on credit like a crazy person. purpose or not I'm enjoying the afternoon.
dreading home, there's only cleaning to do, and expectations to fulfill. heh...
maybe that is why I am here, avoiding other things... is it just me being a pessimist again?
I hope this weekend goes well I need some resolution, if that's the right word... and we're back to, purpose. I hope I'm someones purpose. here are feelings and expectations.
circles and circles, circles and circles.
I'm happy today, cleaning to do, hopeful for the future and all.
optimism, Lets Do This!!